No posts this weekend. My father is currently in the intensive care unit at the hospital in my hometown. Pneumonia is the cause. At such a stressful time I can’t help but think nothing in my life is operating as it should. I can’t quite describe it, but to say “shit is fucked” is an understatement. I’m sorry that there will not be any original content today (and probably not tomorrow, either), but I am simply trying to fit the pieces back together. Absolutely nothing — and no one — feels permanent anymore. I need to step back and re-evaluate some things and some people, and figure out what matters most to me now. I want to rid myself of those who cannot give me what it is I need to live a healthy and happy life. That’s all for now. I’ll be back soon. You can check my Facebook page for updates on my father’s condition. I’ll blog again when I am ready to blog again.
It’s not permanent, but this is not a joke. I take very seriously this new idea that I need to slow down and analyze the different facets of my life and determine what needs to be changed. For the sake of my own mental and physical health. I’ll try to update this daily until I feel confident things have settled, and I apologize if you are re-reading this and becoming pissed off that I haven’t updated the site.
With love equal to my combined hated of the Arcade Fire and Sufjan Stevens,
Evan
